Apology

Hello, everyone, I don't know to start this journal off but I'll give it a try.. 

First, I really wanted to voice out to those I had hurt that I'm genuinely really sorry.. for this month. My memory as you know has been my achilles heel. I have no excuse except for I realize now that my attention was on bidding for and asking to buy adopts to phase out my current situation regards my ex-partner and his possessiveness of my son Leo. 

I have never scammed or stolen any adopts, in fact I only ever upload adopts/characters or designs when I have fully paid for them to my Toyhou.se.

I have learned a lot this month about how important artists rely on the commission and payment for adopts from people like me.

I was being "nice" but not "considerate" and I'm so sorry for that. I didn't realize until people began to point it out for me. I'm sorry for being irresponsible and giving artists troubles from not being able to pay in time this month or not paying at all.

I will no longer bid or adopt if I don't have the money.

I promise to be more careful with my purchases and I will not put artist's in bad situations anymore as I realize my faults.

I don't deny what I've done but I couldn't possibly remember every person and event, especially since I have memory problems. But you guys are free to remind me in (a nice civil way.) to give me advices and things that aren't appropriate (and that I shouldn't do) But please be gentle about it and to not cause more drama.

update: (I have gone through my messages and looked at my notifications to remember those I let down by not being able to pay on time. I have put a list together below, please accept my sincere apology.)

RumCandyAdopt
PuddingzZ 
Seii-a 
gloomyguts
Sueweetie 
PasteISkeleton 
Relxion-kun 
Wosda 
DesireeU 
monnan 
seallar 
Rhaeiny
hiccnata 
riemika
TotallyTits
Nyxium
Fivey
xox-o 
hallowmeelka
Hunibi
LiiYuArt 

And those that misunderstood me, Hunibi thank you for showing me the light to my errors. Although it was a bit of tough love. I'm sorry YugureMuffin for posting our private conversation, I didn't realize that would upset you.

And those that I upset na-n1 sorry, I didn't realize that somebody else had claimed the same sonic girl adopt I liked. I just assumed because I had posted first in the comments that I could claim her first (which is usually the case) I didn't realize that people could also claim adopts via notes.

I want to grow and become a better community member as I wanted to be I had just got a little lost.. but I guess it can happen to all of us. 

I have deleted the last journal because I was misunderstood and it was my mistake and I didn't want anymore negativity. 

I'll update this journal if I can think of anything else to add. but I hope you guys will accept my apology. ♥